Crossing my fingers every night

Yesterday I dream that I got a response from a job offer.
I thought it was real, but turns out to be a dream.

I woke up... went to my pc to see if there were any offer replied to me at all...
NOTHING...

I have to stay positive!
Since the Universe attract my thoughts... I have to believe in it.

I have to believe and see myself in a better working environment, in which I can laugh and share intellectual experience at work instead of nasty surprises and trying to "clean-up" somebody else mess....

I can't recall how many job application I've sent so far...
But I believe around 15- 20. I remember when I was jobless I sent more then that in a day and two or three weeks I have maybe 3 calls for a Job interview.

I think I'll have to do 15 to 20 applications per day to increase my chances.
However when I arrived home I need to change my mind and do my best to look for jobs.

I don't know why is harder to do job hunt these days... most of the time it comes from Networking. That helps a lot.

Should I return to my other Job? I don't want to start from Zero again. I want to reach for the top like Rockie!

FIght!!

I must FIGHT!